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Name: Anthony
Callsign: Desertfox / Shotgun
Age: 24 and counting...
Institution: Singapore Poly

Hobbies: Archery, Gaming, Pool,
Hiking around, Surfing Youtube

Hopes: Make it to University

Wishlist: Fulfilled my prev wishlist
except this one; get a good girlfriend.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

More than a year.

Happy Chinese New Year to all.

If any one is still reading that is... Sorry for the sporadic updates, but I've been kinda busy. Sometimes I just don't feel like blogging... Oh well.

Its been more than 1 year. Counting since August 2006. So far, I haven't heard a single word nor explanation. I thought I've left her at the deepest darkest corner of the attic in my mind and have forgotten totally. Never would I expect my dreams to wander to the god forsaken recesses of my mind.

Through that dream, I realized how much emotions I've poured out into her without even telling her. And that, I've never really forgiven her for just going silent on me. Nevertheless, I haven't forgiven myself for doing whatever I did wrong that made her do that. I guess thats essentially the whole problem. I don't know what I did wrong... and Time, just stood still, paused in those moments of silence.

I know some of you guys are gonna bitch at me, "Let it go already man! Move ON!" Believe me, I tried and moved on somewhat. But there's still that ever attached cord, anchoring me to the months October 2006.

I'm still trapped, in those Still Frames of memories. And I want to be free.
listening to the rain... 1:17 AM

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