Sick sick

Sian... just cos I stay up last night and slept only 3 hrs, I fall sick.

I don't fall sick easily, but when I do, boy it sucks. Had fever just now, and it took a bloody long time to subside. Even now I'm still feeling the effects from it. Get the chills, weakened body, aches everywhere. ARgh.

Considering that theres a paper on Thursday, it can be a more "perfect" timing to screw me up. I suppose thats the price for leaving revisions to the last minute.

Eat more fruits, eat more veggies. listening to the rain... 10:01 PM 0 comments

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*poof poof* *wack Whack* *Thump Whump*

Yeap, just clearing the cobwebs and the dust.

3.30am now, and I've got WSD paper in 7 hrs time. Was supposed to be up late STUDYING, but I just can't concentrate no more.

Been struggling a lot lately. Trying to get up early, trying to convince myself to go for lessons, to last through this semester. Can't seem to find the energy to go on. Every lab, tutorial and lecture feels like I've a drag factor index of a dump truck.

I'm actually getting worried about my FYP. Not going well at all. We hardly worked on it, and now its just.... not even 1/4 done. I don't know how I'm gonna pull it together. It feels like I'm the only working on this portion of the project. God, why did I foolishly decide to work with people outside my class. Why didn't I stick to the RFID project... argh. I'm worried. I don't wanna stay another year. I've got no more passion in this field anymore. I don't want to have to do anything related to programming, to computers, to troubleshooting. Its all so draining!! DAMN!

This is the final lap, yet it feels like my legs are turning to jello. I need to get up on my feet and take off again, but I just can't. Help? Anyone? listening to the rain... 3:30 AM 0 comments

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