Laugh, Cry or Curse?

2nd day of work an I am at a loss for words. Of course, they are not all caused by work also lar. Cannot be unfair. Still, its frustrating when I don't know how to react.

The colleagues are nice folks lar. Though I can tell that they are a bit disappointed that I wasn't very well network trained. I tried my best to help them in their tasks already, no matter how menial. Unfortunately, the amount of "higher" level work they have to do seems to be overwhelming, and I can't do much to assist them. I'm pretty frustrated at my own inadequacies...

I'm not sure if its me or they are on a different frequency. I can't seem to communicate too well with them. They are friendly, but I'm too quiet. Me quiet = Strange.

These guys are good at what they do. Seems to me like they really know their stuff. Unfortunately, whenever I ask some of them questions, its hard to get an answer. I don't think its them being anti social. I guess they are too overworked? Haiz.

I'm glad I got this attachment. I've already learned so much in a short span of 2 days. But I'm not sure if I can really contribute sufficiently.

Someone brought to my attention a particular proposition that I didn't put to heart before. I didn't think much of it cos I pretty much didn't want to. And for whatever reason, this proposition, this question kept floating around in my head for the past few days. I don't know why... somebody tell me why? listening to the rain... 10:22 PM

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