No day, no night.
The past 3 days has been quite tiring. I've covered this terms worth of stats in 3 days. Yes, yes... I should have went for the lectures and tutorials so I don't have to kill myself with this emergency mugging.
Can't help it lar... the damn maths tutorials start at 8 in the bloody morning. Even if I could wake up to attend it, I won't get there on time thanks to crappy ol 74. Stupid bus always comes packed full of ppl and I cant get on. ARRRR!!
That aside. My maths paper is at 6pm later... Pray for me, that I'd do well despite my lack of preparation and undisciplined studying lifestyle. As I suspected, this year has been a snoozing year. Hardly studied this year, except for exams and stuff. I bet i'm gonna forget whatever I learnt clean once these exams are over.
Anyways, been doing some thinking again. Yes, thats my hobby... thinking.
Have I been too nice to people? That firstly, they take me for granted, always expecting that I'd say things in the nicest ways, that I wouldn't react too badly? Is it right, to shield them from the temper or criticism that they really deserve? Sometimes, being candid and harsh can awaken some of these dreamy fools to gravity and reality of their situation and their erred ways.
No, being polite and nice isn't always right.
Then again, being impolite, curt, and harsh doesn't always work either. People like that Charlie Kilo from the club doesn't seem to get it into their thick skull that they've gotten themselves in my bad books. Somehow, his skin is so thick that even after showing my obvious displeasure towards his presence around me, he'd still "hover" behind me when I'm doing my work or playing games. It further aggravates the annoyance when he opens his yapper to make remarks of little thought.
Oh man... people like him won't get it whether I'm nice or not. What a test of patience.
*PS* I use the word "hover" cos thats what he's like, a ghost. He'd just hover behind people to look over their shoulders.
listening to the rain...
2:22 AM
