Worried? No....

Went to TBAC to train after school today. And after the evening of practice, I have to admit, there is cause for concern. MAJORITY of my shots are skewing to the right into the red region when they should rightfully be in the gold. Damn.

Hafiz mentioned something about a finger anchoring problem, and I decided to explore that. Turned out that it was indeed related to how I had wrapped my fingers around the string. I have no idea why though... Its somewhat fixed now already, with majority of the shots in the gold. Hope it stays that way on Saturday.

To be honest, I don't feel that I should participate in this competition at all. Not just because I have not be training frequently enough, but theres a lot of bullshit going thru my head now. Some of these thoughts have a stupid habit of floating by whenever I'm about to release.

Anyways, submitted my stupid boating theory project already. And still got flash to work on... from the way it looks, I have up til Friday to get it done. Saturday and Sunday might be too hectic to do anything about it. Gonna be one kinda stupid busy this weekend. I hate it when life dictates the pace which I have to move.

Semi-good day. Had fun training and hanging out with the archers at dinner. Okay, I really need to be nicer to Adelia. Beginning to feel guilty for suaning her so much. Hard to resist lar, she's so easy to suan... lol. Luckily she can take a joke.... somewhat.

Knocked out on the bus trip back home. Was really tired out... could hardly stay awake. Still, somehow my soulless body managed to find its way back to this concrete structure called home. Only to discover I had missed a scrumtuous turkey dinner. Sharks... and it ain't even Christmas yet.

我只恨我自己逃不出这监狱。。。 listening to the rain... 12:41 AM

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