Long training day

Spent the large bulk of my afternoon and evening shooting in school. Was doing okay until the last few ends. Arms were worn out... so my arrows kinda spreading out quite a lot. Not to mention the subsequent lack of focus on the shots.

Talked to some of the year "half" juniors in club. I felt kinda bad that they were such an isolated bunch. Apart from the year 1s and the rest of the club. Went over to say hi, give a bit of coaching and chit chat with them a bit. I dropped them the question as well. "Did u choose to be a competitive archer?" And I was quite surprised that they still decided to commit to come for trainings early despite being isolated like that. I like their spirit. I supposed that influenced my decision as well.

It seems a lot of people are having a bad day, week or fortnight. I guess its that period of semester where everybody realises they have a lot of outstanding work to deliver. Same here. I've got 2 post it notes stuck to my desktop now, reminding me to work on my project and assignment. Not like it really helps lar, considering I ignore it largely when I'm home. I confess... I'm a procrastinator.

Been skipping school a lot lately. Can't seem to wake up on time. Heh. And I think it has something to do with sleeping THIS late. LOL! Yeah, my attitude is beginning to suck man... Need to buck up!! Waiting for the stack of warning letters to arrive. Should be anytime next week... heh.

It seems I've slipped and fallen a lot lately. More than I dare to admit... Do I really feel better off now? I made a lot of decisions after being disappointed and hung out to dry. Decisions that I made without much careful deliberation. I was too sad and disappointed to worry about the consequences of certain courses of action. Damn. As Murphy would put it, one mistake inevitably leads to another. listening to the rain... 1:13 AM

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