Starhub!!!
I am super frustrated with Starhub MaxOnline now. Those bloody bastards are disconnecting me once every two hours for no bloody reason. I call them up to ask them why, they claim that they are not! What the hell?! Every time I'm in game or something, I get disconnected halfway, ARGHH!!
Spent much of today playing games, surfing youtube etc. Nothing productive. YES! I BLOODY KNOW THE MSTs ARE COMING! Just can't seem to get into gear to study... Sigh. So easily distracted... I feel like eating Dark chocolate mints. Need to really sit down and focus myself on revision. First paper is MAD, mainly MCQ. I missed 2 important lectures and it seems that those 2 would have heavy weightage. Bloody hell.
Yes, dark chocolate mints... yummy!
Tomorrow's gonna be another entire day of decomposing at home. Hopefully, I can do something meaningful while decomposing. Like say.... study? Revise? Work on E-learning? Dark Chocolate mints...
Was reading the news the last couple of days. Especially on the Saddam trial. In case you all haven't heard, the old man is gonna be sentenced to death. Mostly for crimes against humanity. Initially, defiant, he now asks for forgiveness. Everyman fears death. Even the most ruthless of dictators. According to more recent headlines, he would hang by the end of this year. Now, not that I pity him, but knowing that by the end of this year, another person would die.
Ever wondered what it feels to be headed for the gallows. Every step you take towards the rope, feels like your last. All of a sudden, you realise that there has been so much to life that you have missed out, people you love. And soon, all that would be gone. Scary. Is there really a need for the death penalty? What can one learn after they die? Is death the ultimate rehabilitation?
Aiy. I hope I don't have to face death in such a manner. I think I'd be scared stiff. I'd get a mental breakdown before anything even happens.
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On a lighter note... Here's a joke for y'all.
Ireland's worst air disaster occurred early this morning when a small 2-seater Cessna plane crashed into a cemetery. Irish search & rescue workers have recovered 126 bodies so far & expect that number to climb as digging continues into the night.
listening to the rain...
10:30 PM
