Oww!!
Stupid arm hurts. Sigh, don't wanna embarrass myself to explain how I hurt it. Just hope it recovers by this Saturday. Big fat juicy hope though.
I was an hour and half late for school today. I got up, and felt the pain in my arm, and suddenly the notion of getting up just disappeared. I continued to snooze for another hour before my conscience decided to bite me.
Got back my paper for NSM. I only studied the day before the paper. I scored 84 for it.. okay lar. Quite satisfied with the results. It was initially 86, but had 2 marks deducted to to erroneous marking. I don't really care to compete for the "Top Gun" in our class. Doesn't really matter to me. Somehow, some of my classmates think that I'm very competitive and gets pissed off when someone scores better than me. Well, to set the record straight, I don't really give a hamster's ass. I miss my hamster 肥肥。。。 I wonder how's that rodent doing in whatever rodent heaven he's in now... hmm?
I'm waiting to recieve my math paper though. I wonder how I fared. I did study and revise for it, I hope its not too badly done though. I hope its enough to prevent me for getting a B for it. Its strange how much I HATE MATHs, but get straight A's for it. I HATE Programming and get Distinction for it. Contrast that with the things and people I love... I never fail screwing them up to kingdom come. Maybe I should just start Hating stuff more. That oughta fix things... right?
Am I in a bad mood recently? Nope. Feeling kinda cynical lately... oh wait. I think I've been cynical all my life! Ha! Got into some disagreement with my mom again. Over some really small stuff. I CANNOT understand her sometimes. Why make a mountain out of a molehill? I get upset easily when I run into conflicts with ppl close to me. It spoils my day completely.
And the worst thing about it is that there is no place in Singapore that I can go, yell at the top of my lungs, scold to my heart's content without getting arrested and sent to IMH. Hmm maybe that might be a good thing after all.. LOL!
I think I kinda decide to go for the award presentation thing. BK told me that it was a cash cheque thing... hahaha. So that would be something I'd be willing to spend time to go pick up. Only thing sian is that, there won't be anyone to share that bit of joy with. Its not a big deal, but to collect something like that, and have no family member or friends to be around to see it, also kinda sian lar. Nvm, for the sake of money... I'll do it.
Ah that proves my theory again. I love money, but ALWAYS never have enough. DAMN!
Murphy's Theory of Anthony's life. "The chances of failure/fucking up in handling of a task, object, or relationship, is directly proportional to the extent he loves it."
listening to the rain...
12:52 AM
