Confused, and mixed up...
Had another long talk with Adrian last night. I guess after the discussion, I would be repositioned down from youthnet 144 to youthnet 1728. In a way, I'm being "demoted." While I do feel a sense of relief from the stress as being on the 144 requires a lot of commitment. Yet, there is also a degree of sadness, knowing that I won't be together with the rest of my bros anymore. Have to look at them from a different perspective...
Did I do the right thing? Only time will tell.
Got this persistent headache for more than a week already. It refuses to go away, and everytime I frown, or press on my eyebrow, my head would hurt. I don't know whats happening to me... growing old, getting sick? I honestly wish I would not get sick, but die a quick and painless death instead! =P
Just found out that our exam results would be out on the 13th. I think I'm somewhat prepared for the worst. I hardly studied this examinations, and I don't think I will do well at all. However, I doubt I would fail any module. Honestly, im a bit tired of studying. But damn, still got 3 more semesters to go! No choice but to bite the bullet and carry on.
Tomorrow's gonna be a long day. Gotta wake up early for some teacher's conference to sell "Project Smile" to the schools. I'm not a morning person, and I'm no doubt at my grouchiest in the mornings. If you see that I have eyebags in the morning, walking with a slouch, not bothering to look at anyone... Bug me not. I will bite your head off and spit your corpse into the Singapore river.
** Terms and conditions apply. Special individuals may be shown some mercy, and others subjected to more torturous treatments.
Looks like I wont' be able to go to RSAF Open house this Saturday... no one to accompany me. Whats the point of going to an open house with nobody to brag to, or discuss geeky stuff with? Anyone free to go RSAF open house? .............
There's gonna be lots of stuff happening next week I think. Meanwhile, I'll look forward to tomorrow's pub outing with my sis and Alli... If she's even coming at all. I think I should call her to find out first thing in the morning... no, make that Afternoon.
Oh yeah, saw the trailers to "The Host" on TV Mobile. Looks bloody awesome. The story is about a father who goes to the rescue of his daughter who was supposedly taken away, bitten, chewed,?, by this monster that rose out of the Han River. He grabs a team of his friends, armed with shotguns, rifles to look for her daughter. Apparently, there is one crazy bitch helping him whose armed with one really killer looking recurve (could be compound, din see clearly) bow. Yes, my dear archer friends... there is crazy bitch who gets to shoot at moving targets with a bow in the movie. Movie outing anyone? *GriN*
My Sis is asking me to watch "The Breakup" with her on Sat evening. Maybe it might be a good alternative instead of the open house... another movie. I kinda turned her down, but since Yazid decided to "pilot" me on the RSAF open house, maybe i should take up her offer. She did mention she might be bring some of her "girlie" friends along... I hope those aren't guys. *choke!*
listening to the rain...
12:24 AM
